Today is a new day. This is a post from FB about FEAR

Id Like to say that I live a wonderful life. I am blessed to work in my artform. But there are times of fear that is part of human emotion.  I posted it because a lot of people I know have fears that disable them, or leave them paralyzed mentally. So Its normal. The only time I do not have fear is the moments when I step onstage and rock it out! Thats my true drug, medicine, everything.

What the Heck was I thinking in 2003!!

What the Heck was I thinking in 2003!!

 

Im scared everyday. But that’s okay we have something inside us that helps us cope with fear. I’m scared of heights, of not being a good son,bro,cousin,uncle,grandson,comic. Did I make the right choices in life? Scared to succeed and scared to fail. Scared I’m not good enough, that people won’t like me, think I’m funny, disown me. Scared I’ll never have a family, scared I’ll be so busy being successful that i can’t keep commitments to everyone. But in the face of fears you realize who you are. Fight or flight. Simple enough but sometimes your fighting both sides. I choose to fight, love myself n my family , n with all my faults ,be the best person I could be. We are all enough n im thankful for every like,comment,ticket bought,and every other level of support you have shown me. Im grateful! All seriousness aside this is a great strain lol

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Throwback Thursday! Video from 2003

This is a video from back in the day from 2003!! Its nice to see how far I have come……I hope! hahah

Stand up comedy is very unique. It is an art form that can make people laugh, cry, be angry, a multitude of emotions. It is also one that is scary sometimes. When you start out it’s about being in front of people.  When I started I didn’t know how to tell a joke!!! I just went on natural instincts! Well now 10 years later I hope I have learned a lot!  My 1st 4 years I did comedy once or twice a month and I thought that was a lot! Till I got to LA!! Then I realized that I didn’t know a thing about comedy!! I came to the center of the world for comedy! I saw stars in the hallway that I was so intimidated by!! But that 1st time Dave Chappelle bumps you off a show cuz he wants to do 4 hours! The Point being is that I didn’t have a back up plan, I still don’t! Comedy to me isn’t really something that I do but it’s who I am! I’m Lucky that I get to do what I love. I do like to just make people laugh!!  If you have been on this ride Its only just starting!!

What the Heck was I thinking in 2003!!

What the Heck was I thinking in 2003!!

My new website!!

This is my new website!! I needed to put a blog feature since my fb page is to short and twitter is even shorter!!! Ill learn to make this better as I learn the features. I want to make this more interactive and be more of a reflection of my views, thoughts and opinions without my nana reading everything! Thank you for stopping by